TO READ:
The Singapore Trilogy, Robert Yeo

2005-02-03 / 11:34 p.m. God grants sufficiency. me: "mummy i want to watch k.d lang in concerttttttt." mama: "isnt that a brand?" me: "that's helmut lang." -_-" (alamakaduiiiiiiiiiii.) i remembered today why i hate people. i was reminded of my fuck-you-and-fuck-it agenda. it wasn't so much that i had decided to depart from it for life everlasting. Catechism classes just made Donna a happyplacid person. but now. read my lips. mark my words. there's no such thing in this world as a true friend. ** clique (klk, klk) n. A small exclusive group of friends or associates. motherfcuking bullcrap. dissent amongst the ranks and exclusivity within an already exclusive group does not maketh a clique. don't call this a clique when there is contempt for one another. don't call this a clique and bitch about A to B. donna is not stupid. most importantly, donna is not blind. if you know you don't belong, WALK AWAY. we are all hypocrites. i will not dispute that. i could be the biggest hypocrite of all. whatever. i don't give a fuck. cos i have never professed to be a friend, much less a true friend. neither will i EVER profess to be one. and because i have declared my stay-away agenda, the people around me should expect nothing from me. that way, we owe each other nothing. but when you've demonstrated your partiality for a friend, for fuck's sake. carry it through please. is that so hard to do? open your eyes. open your ears. observe. then slink away. being alone is such a glorious thing. it's too much trouble consorting. pretending is a waste of time. being yourself will inevitably piss someone else off. what a fucking waste of my time. i refuse to partake of such inane puerilities. desserts, books, music, family, girlfriend and God. that's all i need. !where's boo???????????????????????? ): the whole world should just get in line for baptism. see Him work His magic. (: ok it's 1 hour past my bedtime. don't || confess >>